He is...I wouldn't say afraid of what happened in his past...he's afraid of making the same mistakes again and losing his future. If that makes sense.

*cuddles him* I love my boys. Which is sooo wrong considering they're fictional characters.

*sighs* No. I do not. I have a substitute for a few hours. My Boo loaned me her laptop for last night into today and I have to give it back...although I'm not entirely sure WHEN today I have to. I'm hoping to keep it until tonight...but I have nothing else finished anyway.